Oh god how did this get here I am not good with computer

I feel like "Flashback" is one of those pieces that totally displays my ability to write surrealist shit and how I totally have the skills necessary to write a good psychological horror story, but actually executing any writing piece that doesn't possess me on the spot to write it continuously during the weekend or I don't get the time to write during the week is another thing entirely

Like, I don't have the time to write as freely as before, and I fear that the decline in time and focus is starting to show in the decline of quality in and the depth of my writing. I don't feel very confident in my writing anymore and that's just because I can't sit down and spit out everything, unraveling my own head until I get exactly what I needed and wanted written down

And it's kinda frustrating as shit?? To know that you have the skills, the creativity, the ability, but not the time or brainpower because for nine to twelve hours you're stuck doing something else entirely. It's dumb as piss

Anyway, one day we'll all die and then we'll see who has the free time to write, fuckers

Fandom: Tales of Symphonia
Character: Zelos Wilder (third person limited POV)
Words: 1,429
Tags: Canon Compliant, Character Analysis, Canon-Typical Violence
Notes and warnings: Mentions of injury and blood. Based on an RP thread.

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Got so many projects in mind that I don't even know what to start with, plus my work and sleep schedules being absolutely fucked and leaving me no time to be as Creative and I would like. I sure fucking hope things stabilize, though. Perhaps one of these days I will actually continue with my writing.

Dunno what the point of this entry is other than me complaining, but also, I guess I just wanted to say: goddamn I wanna work on at least three of these drafts so badly.

Yesterday I posted Meaning In Death, a Tales of Symphonia fic about the start of a timeloop AU which requires whoever's looping through time to have a sacrifice to pay for each loop. You can find the extended rules for the AU here!

Once you're done with that, let's proceed!

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I guess I'm just making my first post that's testing shit??

Hello, hello. Hello hello

I'm gay